A Painful Soul Departed

[Fawzia Gulsha]

I cannot be what you want I will not preserve your image
Whatever pain you may bring
I cant feel your curse

Cause all the little pieces of me
Will turn the truth from your lies
I wont crave forgiveness
You keep tearing me blind

Of all the selfishness
You could be the image of me
From failure of detonation
I'm caged forever trapped

I will never be free, I cant control my mind
I hear your screams so alive
Tears of regret stings my eyes, I just want to be
One single heartbeat away from you
And your lies

Infectious bleeding
You're turning me insane
This I cannot comprehend
My hatred grows

Cause all the little pieces of me
Will turn the truth from your lies
I wont crave forgiveness
you keep tearing me blind

I will speak no more of my feelings
Cause they seem to disappear
From failure to termination
In my mind, my all, gone

I see no reason to live this life It's seems to be lost and bleak
A pale reflection is all thats left
Of the shine I once had
I've lost it all but my pain
And it never leaves me be
Ever since the cradle to the grave
I will live this life in hell

How could you be so cold, how could it be so wrong
How could you say those words, when you despised it all

Those empty words you said to me, those empty words I cannot bear
Our given time were such a waste, in solitude I fade away

I'm not the one with those empty words
I'm sick of all your lies
I trusted you but you betrayed
You stole my pride with your love
Pushed aside down the soil
I cant struggle no more
I guess I'll never understand why
You hurt me with your lies

I see those faces turning away, I see those faces fading out so cold
I feel there is no forgiveness, I feel there is failure everywhere
Time wont heal my torment, time wont make my life complete
Trust will only bring me pain, my life rapes me over and over again
I say farewell, I say goodbye I leave this world behind
Like a flower I will wither until the end of time
Even though my soul is free I cant forget my dismal fate
When all is said and all is done, Pain shall be written in my soul

One more day without my deepest love Another day in sorrow
I struggle to survive from the
Life you left behind

But I know that our time will come again
When my life be erased from the burden
I'll be cherish the memories within my heart
In my dreams I hide

You gave me everything
The laughter filled my void
Lonely and unbearable
I leave this world behind

So I say farewell to the life
That I never wanted
Like a shadow I will disappear
Without a trace

Will it ever be the same again
Will we meet on a planet above
Or is it true what they say about heaven and hell
Or will I be reborn to take another journey
A new Life , A new Direction, The Divine journey
With Divine Love.

-
Fawzia Gulsha
www.lifeinastance.com
Words cannot express the grief one feels when one loses love. Then again, wise words can heal wounds and help us reflect on the tragedy. If you have undergone a personal loss -- the loss of love or of a loved one

[Fawzia Gulsha]

Thank You Mehmat, to be honest i did not understand as maybe i am ignorant.

[mehmet aydalka]

[Fawzia Gulsha]

Thank You Rafaela but most of them I write from my heart in strange situations. It connects to something that would have occured on that day. A painful Soul Departed, this video, and 2 more notes connecting to the same are very connected to me. I feel very strong towards these.

[RAFAELA]

My dear Fawzia,
a lot of wisdom are in your words and i belive in each of them.

I call them -

PEARL OF WISDOM.

Thank you for bringing.

Yours with love,

Rafaela

[Fawzia Gulsha]

Yes farshad. This is my most fav vedio & I always watch this. And none. I just like it.

[Fawzia Gulsha]